:: malas nak update blog. -____-'' ::

xdak masa nk update.

bumble buzzy bee =O

lots of works. nty akan ade sumting new from me. :)

:: smile :) ::

my mom says: u have a very beautiful smile. and keep dat anyway.

yes mom. insyaAllah :]

so do my friends. they always said, ang neh senyum manih (manis) la. oh ya?

sbb aku gelap lah tu kan?? hahahaha. neway, tengs friends :)

smile~
saya suda gemuk. plus tembam. grr!!!

tgk sndri suda. haha.

i am smiling. yeah. deeply? GOD knows. :]
awak. did u see dat? i am smiling to you. :]

someone used to say to me.

u have the sweetest smile ever.

but please. don't ruins it. oke?

keep it in your face. u are the sweetest i ever met.

now. he's gone. almost 7 years ago. and i forget him already.
cause i have someone more special and

the same words also said by him : my Ecstasy.

and now. he's gone also.

how do i keep smiling everyday?

oh mom. i cant smile everyday. i am sorry :[

but i promise. i'll find it back soon. insyaAllah. pray for me mama.

i love you. :)


love: NNAM

i am crying.

i am crying. yeah. i am crying.

do you know dat?

i am crying because of you.

do you know dat?

i dont want this tears to fall. but it wont listen to me.

it still tearing. faster. faster. n faster.

now i am still crying.

i cant stop it.

please. help me to stop it.

i am tired of all this.

i hurts me inside.

please.............

:: loneliness ::

i feel so lonely this few days.

got notin' to think about. got notin' special to do.

ain't got your messages anymore.

is this our ending? if u say so. then i will let u go.

u really wanted to leave me because u have some1 else.

i noe u feel bored wif me. always arguing, fighting, squarreling,

like there is no ending. i don't want to be the winner each time. but u such to force me.

i really sad when the last nyte we text, u playing behind me.

u commenting on other girls, chatting. n i dont noe what else.

its hurt. really. so sick. no lie.

but then i realize. maybe u really want to let me go. n we follow our own way.

yeah. dats better ryte? no more fighting, arguing, marah2, maki2 sume.

now, we separated. maybe u have forgotten.

i used to say dat, i wanted to to KB n meet u there.

maybe around 14.1 because i got 3 days leave. 

and now. everything is clear. no more. no more. not anymore.

last but not least. i dont want to gado2 anymore. i am leaving.

sayonara m.a.h :)

may u have the greatest life. amin. :]

:: T__________T ::

you.

you promise not to leave me.

now you are leaving me.

and YES. i accept it.

now.

at this moment.

i really need you.

for some reasons i can't face all alone.

T_____T

love: NNAM

:: Alhamdulillah :) ::

Alhamdulillah. finally.

syukur. i am going. YES! i am going.

:)